effective today.. I’m jobless. my contract end yesterday. and now I have a long time to relax and refresh my mind.
1 year I’m working with bernama. with hope they will take me to work with them permanently but no thanks. 1 year I sit tight and do their job as what they order me. day to day I count myself when will all those silly thing I’m doing in that company will be end.
I never hate my boss. never! but I hate myself cause I’m not trying pretending that I like them. there is only 1 old woman always wanna put me in trouble and that is a reason why I’m so happy when my contracts end. I already told another staff whose always knew myself that I will step out from the company if my boss still wanna keep me to work. 3 months before today, I trying to send a resignation letter but I can’t. it hard for me to let my work just like that. I love my job but really hate son of a bitch that old woman.
I guess, she really have a big smile today and after. she win because I no more there. but I win because I have my own faith to walk away and grab another job that waiting for me. they look amazed and wanna ask me but they won’t, why I looked enjoy, happy, energetic when the contract ends? simple is it? cause I’m suffer to relied my life with them. I don’t wanna waste my time with that jerk old woman. cause I know she will get me into trouble again and again.
now.. here I am. at my home. lying on the bed and never turning back. cause they will make me suffer again. thanks to Allah for helping me, giving me a bunch of patient as I know myself intolerant with that big mouth old woman. thanks to Allah, the one again and again for giving me a way to begin my life.. my future. alhamdulillah 
