10.00pm – reach home after work. quite late as we have to make a preparation for Malaysian election. really tired but I can’t sleep early as well.
1.30am – faiz call. “I want to take care of you as what a wife should do for his husband. you sakit sape yang jaga you? tak de kan”. faiz, what should I do to make you believed me. I really mean it! “I tak tau sampai bila I mampu bertahan menunggu you. entah lah”. sunyi sepi.. breath sound. heard he coughed again. sad..
3.45am – faiz call again. “already sleep baby? sorry”. “hmm.. never mind. why dear? your cough getting bad?”. “no. it’s O.K. I just want to say good night.. I love you baby. muahss”. “I love you too.. night dear. take care”. really tired so I hang up the phone first. didn’t hear anything if he still on the line. sorry dear.
